Short post-
I am trying to keep my head up. Doesn't seem to be meniscus from physical eval. That could be good news if we don't have to repair a tear.
My patella is dislocated medially and there is a nice, big bone spur that looks like it is catching bone in flexion. So, this could be a possible source of the pain and catch that locks my knee and won't let me walk. Possibly.
The problem is we can't really be sure from the eval or x-ray as to what is damaged or what is exactly going on. So, we are on the waiting game again to see if I will need an MRI.
So, I have no true answers to put on my blog today. And I still walk with incredible pain- not walk, limp. Every step I take is painful. I truly pray for the day that I wake up and can walk without pain.
Even though I can't get the answer I need medically right now, I know that there is another right answer to this problem, and that is to stay positive and just do what I can do. So, after crying a ton on Rooney and Cayenne's shoulders, I picked myself up off of the floor and went to lift weights and aqua jog. After all, I have no room to cry when there is so, so, so much I can still work on.
So, totally onward and upward. This will be resolved one way or another and the fastest way will be with postive action.
4 comments:
Oh no - I'm so sorry. I will channel all my good energy, positive vibes, and well wishes your way. Lots of prayers as well... Your attitude is amazing - and will undoubtedly help you through this time! Yes - aqua jogging is great, and keep your head up! You WILL get past this... it may take a little bit of time, but I have NO DOUBT that you'll return STRONGER THAN EVER! Hang in there, I'm thinking of you...
oh wow. i am so sorry you are in so much pain! i hope you get some answers and can get on the road to recovery soon. take care of yourself :)
You're going to be the best swimmer and cyclist in town! Put all that running effort and frustration at your knee toward the other sports, and see what you can do! :)
how is that knee? any better yet? i know how frustrating that can be!!! try and keep track by writing down when it hurts and compare it to what you are doing. i had an achilles problem for the longest time that i thought was from running and it turns out it was from cycling....so i was just aggravating it more when i was "resting" it. lol...
sending some healing vibes your way!!
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