So my blog has started censoring me. I wrote a longish post on a frustrating track experience, only to have the post magically removed the next day by my computer. You are all fortunately spared from a nice rant. Well, kind of.
But- and I quote Jack Daniels:
Remember to have a purpose for every training session. Ask yourself, " What system do I hope to improve by doing this workout?" and "what am I really trying to accomplish."
I feel frustrated when this cannot be answered for me at track workouts. Running all out, every Tuesday, with no rhyme or reason to pace or rest intervals makes absolutely no sense to me- or Jack Daniels, either.
And, I don't think your "performance" at a track workout should have any correlation to your character...or your "guts". I don't have less "guts" because I don't choose to go as hard as I possibly can at every single track workout. I go to track to work on specific pieces of my running and fitness, and my goal does not always match the goal of the person next to me, and nor should my pace.
"Guts" is in quotes because I was told that if I had guts I would run my hardest at track regardless of current fitness, rest intervals, upcoming race goals, knee rehab, etc.
So, whatever.
Those sort of character challenges never really motivate me. I already know exactly what I am made of, and it doesn't get proven to others in one-shot practice.
If nothing else, it infuriated me enough to re-read all of my books and research and remind me to stay the course. The thing is, for the most part, I know what I should be doing out there. It is just that 80% of the other runners out there are not doing it. They are positive splitting the workouts, running way beyond their race day capabilities week after week, and having no earthly idea if they are improving VO2 max, speed, or lactate threshold.
And hey, if it works for them and they improve- great! It just doesn't work for me.
Problem solved. Running is fun, running is good. The race is only against yourself.
I am happily entering my newest sinus infection. Just 1 more day of work, 2 weddings, 1 Los Locos Duathlon (working, not participating), and 3 workouts to go for the week. I hope I make it!